We all collect ... lots of negative emotions ... as a secondary effect of weird experiences.
I would call that ... spiritual garbage.
And it is all about fears ... anxiety, anger, envy, jealousy ... and the whole spectrum of ugly emotions which a human can experience.
I've lived like that.
... collecting lots of negativity.
Unfortunately ... on and on and on.
This is happening probably to all of us ... but this was not really the biggest mistake.
No...
By the passing of time ... not really knowing what to do with all this garbage from my soul ... i've started to express it ... into the wrong places.
And ... unconsciously ... i've done that to the dearest persons from my life.
Family members ... friends ... and all the loved ones.
In fact ... to all the ones which didn't deserved it.
But at that time ... i felt that i was doing ... a totally normal thing.
Yes.
Like ... an idiot ... not really understanding the concept of spiritual garbage ... i've gave to everyone around myself those energies.
Believing ... it's ok.
Most certainly ... it's all a dogmatic behaviour which i saw at everybody since i was ... a kid.
I continue to have this unconscious behaviour.
... stupid unconscious behaviour.
But only because ... i am not able yet to stay ... awaken ... and act consciously.
So ... i just continue being ... a jerk.
... in continuous form.
Like ... everyone.
Believing and accepting it is all normal.
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